♥ I feel Powerful. ♥

Monday, January 25, 2010

Ironically, even if I'm sick this Monday I feel some kind of power inside me. No, not magic but POWER, of mind and of words.

I've been very hesitant settling down abroad. I've been very fickle-minded 'bout my plans. Truth be told, I did not pray for any of these simply because I do not know what to pray for.

Now, I only have 7 days left to decide and I will have to start praying about it. I just need a little clarity and peace of mind so that I can decide well and pray for the right things.

Yeah, I got a feeling, Tonight's Gonna Be A Good Night... =p

A prayerful Monday night everyone.

Loving You,
Miss Sachi

p.s. Life is turning it's full circle.

♥ ChaCha on the House ♥

Monday, January 18, 2010

After our graduation sometime in May 2005, we became so busy with our own starting & struggling careers. =p

Few more months and my dear college friend, ChaCha decided to join her cuzs in Dubai, so the reason why it has always been just me and Cherry. [bru].

Twenty-ten is a good year indeed. ChaCha decided to come home for a holiday vacation and we were able once again prove that....

TRUE FRIENDSHIP KNOWS NO TIME, NO DISTANCE....

Just like the old PUP days, we talked endlessly, laughed recklessly and smiled restlessly. We obviously missed each other so much! That night @ Congo Grill in El Pueblo Ortigas & Starbucks @ Podium, rekindled our undying friendship. Couldn't be happier. =)

* me, ChaCha & bru *

enjoying the whole night
makes every burden so light
girlfriends are the best
it will stand out to any test

Loving You,

Miss Sachi

♥ Twenty-ten is Year of Amendments ♥

Wednesday, January 6, 2010

Today, I declare 2010 as my year of amendments!!!

You're probably asking what will I amend, well I've got a long list but no worries 'coz I don't have a plan to bore you with that. =p

Basically, they are all about me, my attitude, character, decisions, dreams and plans.

The only thing consistent in my life is CHANGE. Some are big and some are negligible (i thought so). Before when I was still a teener, I always wished for a change so big that I will not fail to notice. It did not happen until last year.

There are two things I'd like to attain for myself as this Tiger Year starts. One is THINKING POSITIVE and two is, ACTION. I'm a WORRYHOLIC person even if I know that God wouldn't like it. Also, I am good in planning, in writing my dreams or in talking about my goals in life but I'm very bad when it comes to DOING/ACTION. Laziness, lack of confidence, negativity, all these and a lot more bunch of lousy reasons.

So this year, aside from keeping a positive attitude and putting into action my plans and ideas, I also vow to correct my mistakes in the past. And as I said, CHANGE is no stranger to me, I might as well embrace it and as I do, I'll put my trust in His loving heart. Lately, I've been asking for signs. It leads me to the direction I really do not want to got to but the more I fight it, the more things are pushing me.

Me and my bestfriend for life agreed to check-in to a hotel in Ortigas for a single night. We plan to cry our hearts out, all our frustrations, all our disappointments and all our fears. We'll drown all our troubles, worries and negative vibes. I'll pig-out for the last time. I'll sing to death. We will laugh out loud. We will shout! We will have fun. We will discuss LIVES, ours and yours! haha BUT the most important thing that will happen that night will be us saying goodbye not just to '09 but to our old selves and hello to '10 and hi to our newly polished selves.

I hope I can stand by this. I'm ending my indecisiveness and fickle-mindedness (as bru says). Its high time to grow up even for just a little and stand by my decision, walk without turning back, jump with no hesitations whatsoever. This is it! Thank you, thank God for giving me twenty-ten to amend my life.


Loving You,

Miss Sachi

♥ HIGHLIGHTS '09 ♥

Monday, January 4, 2010

Ski Resort / Snow @ Mt. Ruapeho, in NZ

Wellington City Overview

Year 2009 is an exceptional year for me. Difficult but liberating. Big waves, high tides. Overflowing Love and strong Faith. Goodbyes. Hellos. Delays. New dreams. Hope.

There is so many more I could think of. I often say that '09 has been a tiring year for me. twelve months of roller-coaster ride. At the end of it, I HAD to be grateful still because I did not loose my grip, I was able to hang on and survive all the loops I encountered.

JANUARY * work-related troubles clouded me *

FEBRUARY * a wonderful valentine experience @ no less DAVAO CITY *

MARCH * ultimate bonding with berks @ Pansol, Laguna & DREAMS filled my hopeful heart *

APRIL * financial crisis started to strike *

MAY * 1st international flight - NZ -mixed emotions *

JUNE * doubts crossed my mind. my humble independent life, bow. depression *

JULY * blames and hatred. endless non-concluding discussions *

AUGUST * another chapter. new challenge. working as a check-out operator. more money *

SEPTEMBER * physical exhaustion. stress-gain. shopping. Homesick *

OCTOBER * another BIG decision. emotional stress. depression. *

NOVEMBER * VACATION. HAPPINESS. Goodbye. Fly home & 1st [Int'l] flight ALONE! Love. *

DECEMBER * sadness. longing. family time. friendships. *

I only realized now how full last year has been, how it helped me to become who I am at this very moment. I made a mistake. A mistake I wish I could correct this twenty-ten. I have been kind [somehow]. Kindness I'd like to keep & nourish not only for this year but for the years to come. My love, faith & character has been put to test. I do not care about the results anymore but I promise this year I'll take good care of the three of them together with my undying hope. Hope that this year, 2010, everything will not just be okay but definitely be better than the past 25 years I had lived.

Loving You,
Miss Sachi