♥ Twenty-ten is Year of Amendments ♥

Wednesday, January 6, 2010

Today, I declare 2010 as my year of amendments!!!

You're probably asking what will I amend, well I've got a long list but no worries 'coz I don't have a plan to bore you with that. =p

Basically, they are all about me, my attitude, character, decisions, dreams and plans.

The only thing consistent in my life is CHANGE. Some are big and some are negligible (i thought so). Before when I was still a teener, I always wished for a change so big that I will not fail to notice. It did not happen until last year.

There are two things I'd like to attain for myself as this Tiger Year starts. One is THINKING POSITIVE and two is, ACTION. I'm a WORRYHOLIC person even if I know that God wouldn't like it. Also, I am good in planning, in writing my dreams or in talking about my goals in life but I'm very bad when it comes to DOING/ACTION. Laziness, lack of confidence, negativity, all these and a lot more bunch of lousy reasons.

So this year, aside from keeping a positive attitude and putting into action my plans and ideas, I also vow to correct my mistakes in the past. And as I said, CHANGE is no stranger to me, I might as well embrace it and as I do, I'll put my trust in His loving heart. Lately, I've been asking for signs. It leads me to the direction I really do not want to got to but the more I fight it, the more things are pushing me.

Me and my bestfriend for life agreed to check-in to a hotel in Ortigas for a single night. We plan to cry our hearts out, all our frustrations, all our disappointments and all our fears. We'll drown all our troubles, worries and negative vibes. I'll pig-out for the last time. I'll sing to death. We will laugh out loud. We will shout! We will have fun. We will discuss LIVES, ours and yours! haha BUT the most important thing that will happen that night will be us saying goodbye not just to '09 but to our old selves and hello to '10 and hi to our newly polished selves.

I hope I can stand by this. I'm ending my indecisiveness and fickle-mindedness (as bru says). Its high time to grow up even for just a little and stand by my decision, walk without turning back, jump with no hesitations whatsoever. This is it! Thank you, thank God for giving me twenty-ten to amend my life.


Loving You,

Miss Sachi