♥ Get Over It. ♥

Friday, February 26, 2010

My day started with "special papers" on my table considering its month end. I almost backed out going to the office [of course exaggerated like Janet] when I saw RUSH [highlighted] and PRIORITY ATTENTION note to the papers. For a moment I stopped and gave it a thought but decided eventually to ask my colleagues' opinion about what should I do first. The payroll needed on Monday or the one that is rush or the one that needs priority. Anyway, cutting the drama and dilemma out, I carried on, successfully. =p

I thought my Friday would be busted but a sudden change of fate makes me wanna jump to the sky! First time in the history of my processing career, I have nothing to process! Can you freaking believe that? Well, I don't. [true enough, after some minutes, here comes the papers].

Moving on, I feel a lot of positive vibes today. I hope this continues next week for I badly need it then. I can't wait to finish reading Planet Janet and grab another material that would stop me from walking around the mall, watching the telly, drooling the net and irritating the BF from time to time. I think I'll finish it this weekend. The past days I'm missing something I am not meant to miss. Talk about immaturity striking my orbit once again! Diverting myself to some other rather more valuable thoughts, I am at the verge of loosing my morale and all that. The series of events in my so-called Life makes me immune to its blow [hard, soft, surprise and recurring].

Get Over It is my chosen title for this post because I have several stuff to get over with. One, missing the past. Just find it hard not just to forget it but to actually LEAVE IT behind me. I have to get used to the idea of CHANGE. I have to get over of the dark phase and move on to the greater Light. I need to get over with all the negative vibes other people bring to me or else it's I that will suffer the most. I need to get over with my lazy mode if I'd want to achieve my goals. Need to get over with the past and even future issues. That's just how life is. =))

Ending this Friday entry with a smile, a sweet one that is. Gotta rest muchos this weekend while finishing my beloved book. A li'l hope in my pocket as well and WHOLE LOT of FAITH. People will always be people. Events will always happen as they should. And me I'll always be me depending on the situation.

Have a lovely weekend! I hope I could talk to bru - SOON.


Miss Sachi

♥ Insecurities. Money. The Villain In Me. ♥

Thursday, February 25, 2010

Hiyya! Was supposed to finish my current fave reading and was supposed to do some posting plus quick catch ups on the web when Lovey asked me to call him. As per usual, we ended up talking for 2 LONG, fun-packed and devious hours. =p

I do 80% of the talking! And he listens very well. At the end of it he thanked me for a whole lot of stories and facts I've shared. [ps: for sneakers we never even try to discuss work nowadays - that's rule no. 1 for this year]. We talked about how we loved each other for the past 26 months. [cheesy] We talked about public transport and MAD COW and the whole ranch. We talked about Ilocos, CDO and summer! He shared some happenings in his life as well.

I also shared some of my thoughts for this day.

No. 1 - INSECURITIES. This monster can do a lot of damage to a person and much much more to the people around that insecure person. [I've witnessed it in HS, College, myself etc]. Now I really believe that it is a BLACK POWER. Lose yourself to it and the next thing you know, YOU ARE NO LONGER THE SAME PERSON. You'll be much more unhappy and envy and discontent as you used to be. REALLY DESTRUCTIVE. Like a time bomb. I wanna see how it'll explode, maybe soon. [but for the sake of kindness, i hope not]

No. 2 - MONEY. This crashes principle. So tempting. So much needed. So much loved. So much wanted. Wonder if it'd just OVERRATED or it is really that significant. The quickest way to forget or get an amnesia or alzheimer is to face yourself to a LOT of money. Trusts broken. Friendships ended. Love died. Culprit - MONEY.

No. 3 - Being a Mad Cow. I cant really explain it right now but one trait of MC is being someone who almost beg for an attention to the point of being extremes [ultra ignorant one moment, super intelligent the next beat]. I know, never say NEVER. But I'll NEVER be a Mad Cow. The moment I become one means I'm possessed or I'm already six feet under or I am insane that is.

Nyt Sweeties.

Miss Sachi

♥ ILocos & Inspiration ♥

Wednesday, February 24, 2010

My current inspiration is a book by Dyan Sheldon, author of the best-selling Confessions of a Teenage Drama Queen. [haven't read it though, how 'bout you?] It is a diary of a young girl who is by the way has her own style of narrating events and describing things that comprise her everyday Life! Written in a very amusing manner, I really really enjoyed reading it and inspired me to write better while making a trip in the land of CREATIVITY.

Also, last two weeks was a blast and at the same time emotion-packed. Had a grand Valentine vacay with girlfriends {The Dollar Club / Friday Babies} @ Ilocos Norte and Sur. This trip deserves a separate post! I remember last Valentine I was in Davao City. Isn't it cool? especially for someone like me who is already committed? =p The following weekend, we attended a burial overnight and the funeral service the following day of our close friend's, Ema's mommy. Tired and without any decent sleep, I went to Love's house for the much needed QT [since I'm away for 4days, including V-day last weekend].

@ Ilocos Norte Museum [ some snapshots]

@ Pagudpud, Maira-ira Beach [some snapshots]

Enough of my fairy tales, let me assure you I have my own days weaved by the devils. =)) Thank God for I have faith in His Love for us. If I start to talk about my professional life [if there is any], I bet you'd think I'm crazy. So I'll just keep it silent this time around and wait for a miracle [if there's still some justice in this world!] I somehow miss my home for 6 short months, the simplicity, uncomplicated and peaceful life. Whereas here, I am in a constant battle with who and with what. I just hope I win some. The current tides make me miss what I left and turned down.

No worries though, I'm a born fighter. =)) As a matter of fact I am half-way with the big DP I have to make and I already planned my mid-year break. Go CDO!

All Love,

Miss Sachi

♥ Good vibes. ♥

Friday, February 5, 2010

This is one of those days when my body feels the tiredness brought by a busy mind but still at the end of the day, I feel as if there is nothing I have accomplished. I am left unfulfilled. I love the feeling of exhaustion whether physical or mental or both as long as at the end of the day I can enjoy the fulfillment for my accomplishments, big and small. I just wanna share to the world one personal realization I had as the new year starts. My track record would show the areas of G.A. (my field of profession) I was able to put my hand at. Only few gave me the thrill and sense of achievement, not to mention joy. Most, I simply do not love doing. It would be a cliche if I'd say that the things I hate are the ones who always, always follow my back! haha
But now, it's kinda clear to me what I love to do. I just have to go after it or should I say, I still have to go after it? But I leave that to fate, it's his prerogative to bully me. Anyhows, I've said a lot of times that I will take matters into my own hands but the time that the universe will conspire for me to achieve my goals has not come yet. Lately I'm feeling frustrated again for so many many reasons. And I'm guilty, once this bad vibes entered my mind, my whole system would be corrupted. Bad vibes are like dangerous viruses that could do harm and just shut us down. I get envy with the people around me who seem to be happy and content at their lives. I get jealous with how the great destiny could treat them so nicely. I can't help but compare myself with them, from material aspects up to how they seem to enjoy their work. Period. Enough of bad vibes. It's time to counter attack. So, I prayed for peace and clarity. I do other activities that I love like writing, watching movies, reading books and travel. Honestly, my prayer is still unanswered, atleast in my own perspective. But I believe that time will come and God's plan for me would be more obvious. I believe he'd help me not just to carry on but to actually get in there.

I need no one's admiration or attention to be happy and content

with my own joyful, sometimes silly, complex yet simple life.

Sometimes, we all just need to remind ourselves that there is no REAL race in life. So, no need to hurry. Take time to enjoy the sceneries. We're not here to prove something to someone. We are here to please God and Him only. And the next time I'll feel envy about what others have, I'll slap and remind myself that I am hurting God for He has already given me what I need and will continue to provide for me all throughout my life. And just by looking at birds who seem to be well-provided by their Creator, I should feel secured.

All love, Miss Sachi

♥ Love, Love, Love, Love... ♥

Tuesday, February 2, 2010

image from google

It's FEB-ibig once again! I am one day late but all good, 'aight?! Its the second month of two zero ten and aside from Chinese New Year falling at this time, its also the LOVE month!

So you, do you already have a plan? Whether a romantic date, a quick weekend getaway, or a month-long surprises perhaps? Do you already have ONE SPECIAL Valentino or you'll spend it with fellow girlfriends or peer or family? Exciting isn't it?

I know dudes and dolls, we are all busy with our businesses, works and family lives but Valentine's day/month is one hell of a good excuse to loosen up a bit and unwind, give ourselves rewards after all the hang-overs of the past year and the hassles of jump starting a new one. So go on, plan now!

HAPPY VALENTINE!!!

As for yours truly, I'll be hibernating somewhere in NORTH!

Loving You,
Miss Sachi