♥ The Coolest Nail Color! ♥

Monday, May 10, 2010

Yep, the true symbol of hope, equality & democracy!

I really wish that all of us exercise our rights & fulfill our duties.

I know it’s not easy, long lines, the heat, the chaos & the crowd BUT more patience & a little sacrifice will surely go a long way.

Get up now and have your nail painted with the coolest color this May! =p

PS: Bring towel/hanky, sweat may fall in your ballot! It will not be scanned if that happens, and you cannot have a second ballot. Bring water. Have a codigo if possible. Be careful with your ballots. Have tons of patience!

♥ “Tuesdays are for my MORRIES” ♥

Wednesday, April 21, 2010

Tuesday… and I want, and probably need, to have a meaningful conversation with someone like Morrie! The whole day I was bombarded with papers, persons to talk to and travels to process that I can barely feel my soul anymore. hayz…

The most natural thing or me during these dreadful times is to head straight to one of the best places on earth, where else but on a bookstore! [libraries too!] p.s. I acknowledge e-books but there are just some reading materials worth having in hardbounds or paperbacks. And my favorite bookstore is, BOOKSALE! Why not?! The books are cheap and unique. Our shopping skills especially sale hunting would be honed! =) There is this joy when you buy one good find. It’s really like treasure hunting, if you know what I mean.

And now… my new treasures…

* image from www.amazon.com *

This contains trivia about everything you’ve ever wanted to know about women. Our views on shopping, clothing and cosmetics, marriage and children, food, sex, and pets, along with some notable points about celebrities an heroines.

Quoting from the book…

Fifty-seven percent of women would rather shop than have sex.

Men accompanying their wives shopping experience the same stress level of fighter pilots facing a dangerous situation.

and….

* a novel, image from google *

The book is about Cyd Charisse who moved to New York after high school to go to culinary school while sharing an apartment with her half-brother. Sad to say, things do not go as she planned & expected it to be. Cyd breaks a leg almost immediately upon arrival, and it takes awhile for her to get her life going in a direction she likes. A lot more juicy happenings come into her life in New York while in search for the perfect cupcake!

I am darn excited to read these books! Oh please spare me some time! I was thinking actually to reserve and devote my Tuesdays to my beloved books. That way, I’ll feel like having talked to a Morrie and ultimately I’ll be intouch againg with my spirit within.

How about you, any good reading lately? Have a sweet sleep… a’ight!?

All the Love in the World,

Miss Sachi

♥ Shake your Life! ♥

Monday, April 19, 2010

* image from google *

Lovely Monday Morning pressers! I am feeling a bit sleepy with possible cause of Low-energy. I was not able to grab a quick breakfast! [rush... rush... rush...]. Off to work with an empty stomach and hence, LOW LOW energy level.

So what’s to boost me up this first day of work week? My current addiction it is – Fruitas Fruit Shakes! [with lots of choices / combinations to choose and experiment from!]. Here’s a little info from their packaging. Hope it’ll help you do your right pick and mix. =))

PS: I know a lot of you are ‘INTO COFFEE’, but its summer & it will be totally refreshing if you’d try these fruity, delicious & healthy shakes!

Strawberry – good refreshng cleanser.

Orange – helps in cleaning up the digestive system

Melon – gentle lexative that stimulates action on the intestines

Watermelon – stimulates the appetite while cleansing the kidneys and bladder

Apple – helps relieve indigestion, keeps cholesterol stable and suppresses appetite

Banana – excellent aid in digestion

Mango – gives energy, vitality and promotes healthy skin

Papaya – energy booster that stimulates appetite and cleanse internal organs

Pineapple – aides in the digestion of protein

Grapes – excellent metabolism stimulator

An energy-filled week to all!

From,

Miss Sachi

♥ You Beach! ♥

It’s Sunday night & tomorrow we will all be hitting our works but here I am very giddy to make a quick post to share my summer happenings last weekend. =p

Sure, I love the beach and I never fail to fall in love, over and over again with sunsets, big, orange-y & fire-y! And the one music that truly calms my nerves and recharges my depleted energy is the sound of waves splashing the shore. hays… That’d make my Life a Perfect one!

So, I decided to hit Puerto Galera, Oriental Mindoro. It was my first time actually. I’ve been hearing not quite good stories about it but I decided to give it a chance anyway. Truth is, it was tagged as CHEAP BORA [Boracay]!

Honest to goodness, the travel is what makes the experience quite tiring and regretful. I mean, Batangas Pier will give you a mala-TITANIC experience [during summer / peak season, I guess]. You would have to save yourself a seat or else you’ll never get a ride! They do not give numbers, so no queue would be useful. And it ain’t like Bora that the boats are just waiting & are just traveling 80 mins. back and forth, in Galera they travel for three hours/roundtrip or Galera-Batangas-Galera. Believe it or not, I was backing out already, it’s just my friend who stopped me.

Good thing is that, Puerto Galera, particularly the White Beach itself, does not disappoint me at all. True, it’s far from BORACAY but, Galera has its own beauty & aura! It has a relaxing enviro, though the food are all inihaws. The water is good [no itch], the sand however is not that fine. There are lots of rocks scattered both in the shore and the seafloor, good thing they do not hurt the feet. Accommodations are quite costly but good. In ours, we had a very big mango tree & we just help ourselves to its fruits, for free! [thought nothing is free anymore].

Overall, I was able to relax, calm and recharged myself. I’m glad I went there. Going back? I am not really sure, the boat ride seemed to be forever! But definitely, I had a wonderful summer luvin’ in Galera! Not to forget, Galera has one hell of great, great SUNSET that you will surely fall in love with! Also, they sell very nice accessories!

[ from Buendia to Batangas Pier : 170.00 pesos, roundtrip boatride / Batangas Pier - Galera - Batangas Pier: 450.00 pesos, accommodations: 2,000.00 - 3,000.00 pesos, meals: 100.00 - 200.00 pesos, accessories: 35.00 - 150.00 pesos]

Enjoy the rest of the summer & have a good sLeep! muah!

Miss Sachi

♥ My DREAM Festival ♥

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

* image from google *

One of my biggest dreams is to attend the National Cherry Blossom Festival in Washington DC or Japan! {March - April} I already told you how fascinated I am with Sakura long before the stardom of the anime Card Captor Sakura.

They're just so cute! And they are so calming to look at! Just by staring at them, I feel relaxed and recharged while reviewing my Life from cover to cover.

Big dream, eh? But dreams no matter what size or shape can always, always come to reality. PS, I didn't know that we have Sakura in Palawan!

Notes from www.wikipedia.com

The National Cherry Blossom Festival is a spring celebration in Washington, D.C. commemorating the March 27, 1912, gift of Japanese cherry trees from Mayor Yukio Ozaki of Tokyo to the city of Washington. Mayor Ozaki donated the trees in an effort to enhance the growing friendship between the United States and Japan and also celebrate the continued close relationship between the two nations.^[1]

A cherry blossom is the name for the flower of cherry trees known as SakuraJapanese kanji : 桜 or 櫻; hiragana: さくら) in Japanese. In English, the word "sakura" is equivalent to the Japanese flowering cherry.^[1][2] Cherry fruit (known in Japanese as sakuranbo) comes from another species of tree. (

A province in Western Philippines, Palawan, serves as home to an endemic Palawan Cherry Blossoms, which appears to resemble that of Japan's, thus the name.

All Inspired,

Miss Sachi

♥ Lenten Tradition ♥

Thursday, April 8, 2010

* San Marcelino Church (San Vicente) near Adamson University [dad's Alma mater] image from google *

It has been a personal tradition of mine since HS days to do a Visita Iglesia [church visit] during the Lenten season, particularly on Holy Thursday. Together with my classmates I used to walk around Manila to complete all 14 churches.

When I got a little older, my Lovey started to come along with me, however instead of walking, we decided to take some rides. What he reintroduced to me is fasting during Ash Wednesday (and supposedly Good Friday) and abstinence from meat during Fridays of the entire Lent season.

This 2010, I’m happy with the fact that I was able to influence my siblings and parents to join us in our church visits! It became a family thing/bonding! Do not get me wrong, we kept the mood of praying and repentance still. It is just so good to pray with your family. As the saying goes… “The family that prays together, stays together”

I just hope that you had a meaningful Holy Week just like mine. Although I can still enumerate things that changed through time, for better or worse, I do not know. These days, there are fastfoods and convenience stores still open during Good Friday. There are almost-regular programming on tellies and radios. I hear no pasyon. =( For me, it’s sad. We’ve slowly lost our traditions during this supposedly holy week. That’s why I vow with all my heart to keep alive this little Lenten tradition in my Life.

How about you? How did you spend your Holy Week?

Trivia: My dad’s an alumnus of Adamson University, so the church near his school, San Marcelino as commonly known has been their meeting place of my mom… & last Holy Thursday was his first visit to the said church in 35 years! And it made them nostalgic and not to mention happy… very happy.

All the Love,

Miss Sachi

♥ A Taste of Art ♥

Monday, March 22, 2010

Last Friday, I was blessed to have in my hands, free tickets to one of Tanghalang Pilipino's presentations: Tatlong Mariya. I have always loved stage plays. As a matter of fact, If I weren't an accountant I think I'll be part of the production staff! =)) This will be the start of my rekindled interest with theatrical plays! More to come!

"Using contemporary language, Vera’s brilliant rendering breathes an entirely new, maybe even irreverent interpretation of Chekhovian characters that are teeming with heavy human emotions of despair, hope, boredom, longing, anger and love. From turn-of-the-century Russia, the play will move to a remote small Northern Luzon town during the first decade of Martial Law. Tatlong Mariya portrays the life of the Ballesteros sisters, as they struggle to liberate themselves from the dreariness and hopelessness of their provincial existence, and yearn for the excitement of Manila, where their once happy and respectable life used to be.

Tatlong Mariya will be directed by New-York based stage director and scenic designer Loy Arcenas, whose works for Tanghalang Pilipino also include the critically-acclaimed plays The Romance of Magno Rubio and Golden Child. For his works, Loy has received the L.A. Drama Critics Circle Award, the Bay Area Critics Circle Award, the Drama Desk Award, the Jefferson Award, the Michael Merritt Award and various Obie citations. He also served on the board of Theater Communications Group." - excerpts from Philippine Star article

♥ In Love Again & For Your Eyes Only ♥

Monday, March 15, 2010

Since today is a wonderful Monday, I decided to go home early and have a "quick walk" to the mall which is on my way. =)

While looking for the colored pens in the supplies section, these lovely pink items captured my eyes instantly in quite a distant!

Ready to Dive-in to SUMMER!!!

* all images from google but surprisingly look-alike of my finds*

This is what a quick walk to the mall can do, and you know what I realize? I'm in Love again.... with PINK! I am a big fan of reds but when I started working, I shifted to black & white and now... hot pink it is, feminine yet strong and cool for summer, a'ight?!

♥ ♥ ♥

On another note, March happens to be the "International Women's Month" with a powerful team which is: BABAE, Tagumpay Ka ng Bayan! What can you say, huh!? *asteeg* But since we're still on Lent season, I voluntarily and consciously submit myself to some deprivations, though there a'int much of a success. Anyway, it's worth trying. Also, with this on my mind, I am officially starting my summer a li'l late - April.

Somehow related to the Lent is the scheduled event in my office this coming 24th of March in which I will be bringing along my parents. Fr. Suarez the well-known healing priest will be gracing our office! What a blessing!? Oh yeah, God is good, Life is a beauty!

From girl empowerment to healing prayers and summer express let us go to a bit of an irritant fact. Do you know that our beloved Philippines is the 4th most corrupt country in South East Asia? Sad news, eh? Not to mention, shameful. Our country has a long long way to go, I just hope we really could go somewhere. Let's start being part of the change we want this coming 2010 Election. Let us all participate before [think hard], during [get up and vote!] and after [guard] the election, and oh Pray all the way. =p

Till the next hit! All Love,

Miss Sachi

♥ The Champion and The Light Phase. ♥

Wednesday, March 3, 2010

A couple of days ago, I was already sure of my decision to stop airing my thoughts on the net. As the Godfather said, NEVER LET YOUR ENEMIES KNOW WHAT'S INSIDE YOUR MIND. That's why after a few bumps & flops of my online life, I decided to just terminate my writing through blogs and just go back to my old-style pen and paper diaries.

But then, even if some of my writings are bit too personal to the point that none of you would be interested reading it after the first line, I somehow think that some of my writings / discoveries / realizations are worth sharing. Also, from time to time there'll be info worth for dissemination, issues worth for a reaction and articles worth forwarding. We may all kiss goodbye to my deep and intense personal thoughts and heLLo to more general but interesting topics. =) After all and FYI, btw... I am entering the LP of my Life [Light Phase]. Another chapter, yahoo!

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* image from google *

I just watched the PBA championship today and being a born PF fan, I'm so glad they won another all-Filipino title! [though I find the game with no thrill at all] Champions as we commonly know, they are winners. How do you spell being a champion? Pride. Price. Being on Top. Being First. By the grace of God we are all champions in our own little ways. Being champion in Life for me means being happy and content, being healthy and spiritual and most of all being forgiving and giving. I wanna be the champion someday. I actually never thought of being one before. But I guess it's never too late, is it?

* image from google *

Going back to the new chapter I'm previously talking about, I am entering the Light Phase of my so-called Life. Inspired by the book Planet Janet [ in which a teenage girl enters a dark phase, - deep and intense thinking about life], but since I'm already quite a grown-up kid [hehehe], I'd rather enter the Light Phase. Also deep and intense thinking but I'll make sure that there'll be inspiring realization, revelations and discoveries along the way. Something that will produce LOTS of LOADS of Positive Vibes! And I will need this blog for those! =p

Beautiful Night everyone & cheers for us, the Champions!

Miss Sachi

♥ Get Over It. ♥

Friday, February 26, 2010

My day started with "special papers" on my table considering its month end. I almost backed out going to the office [of course exaggerated like Janet] when I saw RUSH [highlighted] and PRIORITY ATTENTION note to the papers. For a moment I stopped and gave it a thought but decided eventually to ask my colleagues' opinion about what should I do first. The payroll needed on Monday or the one that is rush or the one that needs priority. Anyway, cutting the drama and dilemma out, I carried on, successfully. =p

I thought my Friday would be busted but a sudden change of fate makes me wanna jump to the sky! First time in the history of my processing career, I have nothing to process! Can you freaking believe that? Well, I don't. [true enough, after some minutes, here comes the papers].

Moving on, I feel a lot of positive vibes today. I hope this continues next week for I badly need it then. I can't wait to finish reading Planet Janet and grab another material that would stop me from walking around the mall, watching the telly, drooling the net and irritating the BF from time to time. I think I'll finish it this weekend. The past days I'm missing something I am not meant to miss. Talk about immaturity striking my orbit once again! Diverting myself to some other rather more valuable thoughts, I am at the verge of loosing my morale and all that. The series of events in my so-called Life makes me immune to its blow [hard, soft, surprise and recurring].

Get Over It is my chosen title for this post because I have several stuff to get over with. One, missing the past. Just find it hard not just to forget it but to actually LEAVE IT behind me. I have to get used to the idea of CHANGE. I have to get over of the dark phase and move on to the greater Light. I need to get over with all the negative vibes other people bring to me or else it's I that will suffer the most. I need to get over with my lazy mode if I'd want to achieve my goals. Need to get over with the past and even future issues. That's just how life is. =))

Ending this Friday entry with a smile, a sweet one that is. Gotta rest muchos this weekend while finishing my beloved book. A li'l hope in my pocket as well and WHOLE LOT of FAITH. People will always be people. Events will always happen as they should. And me I'll always be me depending on the situation.

Have a lovely weekend! I hope I could talk to bru - SOON.


Miss Sachi

♥ Insecurities. Money. The Villain In Me. ♥

Thursday, February 25, 2010

Hiyya! Was supposed to finish my current fave reading and was supposed to do some posting plus quick catch ups on the web when Lovey asked me to call him. As per usual, we ended up talking for 2 LONG, fun-packed and devious hours. =p

I do 80% of the talking! And he listens very well. At the end of it he thanked me for a whole lot of stories and facts I've shared. [ps: for sneakers we never even try to discuss work nowadays - that's rule no. 1 for this year]. We talked about how we loved each other for the past 26 months. [cheesy] We talked about public transport and MAD COW and the whole ranch. We talked about Ilocos, CDO and summer! He shared some happenings in his life as well.

I also shared some of my thoughts for this day.

No. 1 - INSECURITIES. This monster can do a lot of damage to a person and much much more to the people around that insecure person. [I've witnessed it in HS, College, myself etc]. Now I really believe that it is a BLACK POWER. Lose yourself to it and the next thing you know, YOU ARE NO LONGER THE SAME PERSON. You'll be much more unhappy and envy and discontent as you used to be. REALLY DESTRUCTIVE. Like a time bomb. I wanna see how it'll explode, maybe soon. [but for the sake of kindness, i hope not]

No. 2 - MONEY. This crashes principle. So tempting. So much needed. So much loved. So much wanted. Wonder if it'd just OVERRATED or it is really that significant. The quickest way to forget or get an amnesia or alzheimer is to face yourself to a LOT of money. Trusts broken. Friendships ended. Love died. Culprit - MONEY.

No. 3 - Being a Mad Cow. I cant really explain it right now but one trait of MC is being someone who almost beg for an attention to the point of being extremes [ultra ignorant one moment, super intelligent the next beat]. I know, never say NEVER. But I'll NEVER be a Mad Cow. The moment I become one means I'm possessed or I'm already six feet under or I am insane that is.

Nyt Sweeties.

Miss Sachi

♥ ILocos & Inspiration ♥

Wednesday, February 24, 2010

My current inspiration is a book by Dyan Sheldon, author of the best-selling Confessions of a Teenage Drama Queen. [haven't read it though, how 'bout you?] It is a diary of a young girl who is by the way has her own style of narrating events and describing things that comprise her everyday Life! Written in a very amusing manner, I really really enjoyed reading it and inspired me to write better while making a trip in the land of CREATIVITY.

Also, last two weeks was a blast and at the same time emotion-packed. Had a grand Valentine vacay with girlfriends {The Dollar Club / Friday Babies} @ Ilocos Norte and Sur. This trip deserves a separate post! I remember last Valentine I was in Davao City. Isn't it cool? especially for someone like me who is already committed? =p The following weekend, we attended a burial overnight and the funeral service the following day of our close friend's, Ema's mommy. Tired and without any decent sleep, I went to Love's house for the much needed QT [since I'm away for 4days, including V-day last weekend].

@ Ilocos Norte Museum [ some snapshots]

@ Pagudpud, Maira-ira Beach [some snapshots]

Enough of my fairy tales, let me assure you I have my own days weaved by the devils. =)) Thank God for I have faith in His Love for us. If I start to talk about my professional life [if there is any], I bet you'd think I'm crazy. So I'll just keep it silent this time around and wait for a miracle [if there's still some justice in this world!] I somehow miss my home for 6 short months, the simplicity, uncomplicated and peaceful life. Whereas here, I am in a constant battle with who and with what. I just hope I win some. The current tides make me miss what I left and turned down.

No worries though, I'm a born fighter. =)) As a matter of fact I am half-way with the big DP I have to make and I already planned my mid-year break. Go CDO!

All Love,

Miss Sachi

♥ Good vibes. ♥

Friday, February 5, 2010

This is one of those days when my body feels the tiredness brought by a busy mind but still at the end of the day, I feel as if there is nothing I have accomplished. I am left unfulfilled. I love the feeling of exhaustion whether physical or mental or both as long as at the end of the day I can enjoy the fulfillment for my accomplishments, big and small. I just wanna share to the world one personal realization I had as the new year starts. My track record would show the areas of G.A. (my field of profession) I was able to put my hand at. Only few gave me the thrill and sense of achievement, not to mention joy. Most, I simply do not love doing. It would be a cliche if I'd say that the things I hate are the ones who always, always follow my back! haha
But now, it's kinda clear to me what I love to do. I just have to go after it or should I say, I still have to go after it? But I leave that to fate, it's his prerogative to bully me. Anyhows, I've said a lot of times that I will take matters into my own hands but the time that the universe will conspire for me to achieve my goals has not come yet. Lately I'm feeling frustrated again for so many many reasons. And I'm guilty, once this bad vibes entered my mind, my whole system would be corrupted. Bad vibes are like dangerous viruses that could do harm and just shut us down. I get envy with the people around me who seem to be happy and content at their lives. I get jealous with how the great destiny could treat them so nicely. I can't help but compare myself with them, from material aspects up to how they seem to enjoy their work. Period. Enough of bad vibes. It's time to counter attack. So, I prayed for peace and clarity. I do other activities that I love like writing, watching movies, reading books and travel. Honestly, my prayer is still unanswered, atleast in my own perspective. But I believe that time will come and God's plan for me would be more obvious. I believe he'd help me not just to carry on but to actually get in there.

I need no one's admiration or attention to be happy and content

with my own joyful, sometimes silly, complex yet simple life.

Sometimes, we all just need to remind ourselves that there is no REAL race in life. So, no need to hurry. Take time to enjoy the sceneries. We're not here to prove something to someone. We are here to please God and Him only. And the next time I'll feel envy about what others have, I'll slap and remind myself that I am hurting God for He has already given me what I need and will continue to provide for me all throughout my life. And just by looking at birds who seem to be well-provided by their Creator, I should feel secured.

All love, Miss Sachi

♥ Love, Love, Love, Love... ♥

Tuesday, February 2, 2010

image from google

It's FEB-ibig once again! I am one day late but all good, 'aight?! Its the second month of two zero ten and aside from Chinese New Year falling at this time, its also the LOVE month!

So you, do you already have a plan? Whether a romantic date, a quick weekend getaway, or a month-long surprises perhaps? Do you already have ONE SPECIAL Valentino or you'll spend it with fellow girlfriends or peer or family? Exciting isn't it?

I know dudes and dolls, we are all busy with our businesses, works and family lives but Valentine's day/month is one hell of a good excuse to loosen up a bit and unwind, give ourselves rewards after all the hang-overs of the past year and the hassles of jump starting a new one. So go on, plan now!

HAPPY VALENTINE!!!

As for yours truly, I'll be hibernating somewhere in NORTH!

Loving You,
Miss Sachi

♥ I feel Powerful. ♥

Monday, January 25, 2010

Ironically, even if I'm sick this Monday I feel some kind of power inside me. No, not magic but POWER, of mind and of words.

I've been very hesitant settling down abroad. I've been very fickle-minded 'bout my plans. Truth be told, I did not pray for any of these simply because I do not know what to pray for.

Now, I only have 7 days left to decide and I will have to start praying about it. I just need a little clarity and peace of mind so that I can decide well and pray for the right things.

Yeah, I got a feeling, Tonight's Gonna Be A Good Night... =p

A prayerful Monday night everyone.

Loving You,
Miss Sachi

p.s. Life is turning it's full circle.

♥ ChaCha on the House ♥

Monday, January 18, 2010

After our graduation sometime in May 2005, we became so busy with our own starting & struggling careers. =p

Few more months and my dear college friend, ChaCha decided to join her cuzs in Dubai, so the reason why it has always been just me and Cherry. [bru].

Twenty-ten is a good year indeed. ChaCha decided to come home for a holiday vacation and we were able once again prove that....

TRUE FRIENDSHIP KNOWS NO TIME, NO DISTANCE....

Just like the old PUP days, we talked endlessly, laughed recklessly and smiled restlessly. We obviously missed each other so much! That night @ Congo Grill in El Pueblo Ortigas & Starbucks @ Podium, rekindled our undying friendship. Couldn't be happier. =)

* me, ChaCha & bru *

enjoying the whole night
makes every burden so light
girlfriends are the best
it will stand out to any test

Loving You,

Miss Sachi

♥ Twenty-ten is Year of Amendments ♥

Wednesday, January 6, 2010

Today, I declare 2010 as my year of amendments!!!

You're probably asking what will I amend, well I've got a long list but no worries 'coz I don't have a plan to bore you with that. =p

Basically, they are all about me, my attitude, character, decisions, dreams and plans.

The only thing consistent in my life is CHANGE. Some are big and some are negligible (i thought so). Before when I was still a teener, I always wished for a change so big that I will not fail to notice. It did not happen until last year.

There are two things I'd like to attain for myself as this Tiger Year starts. One is THINKING POSITIVE and two is, ACTION. I'm a WORRYHOLIC person even if I know that God wouldn't like it. Also, I am good in planning, in writing my dreams or in talking about my goals in life but I'm very bad when it comes to DOING/ACTION. Laziness, lack of confidence, negativity, all these and a lot more bunch of lousy reasons.

So this year, aside from keeping a positive attitude and putting into action my plans and ideas, I also vow to correct my mistakes in the past. And as I said, CHANGE is no stranger to me, I might as well embrace it and as I do, I'll put my trust in His loving heart. Lately, I've been asking for signs. It leads me to the direction I really do not want to got to but the more I fight it, the more things are pushing me.

Me and my bestfriend for life agreed to check-in to a hotel in Ortigas for a single night. We plan to cry our hearts out, all our frustrations, all our disappointments and all our fears. We'll drown all our troubles, worries and negative vibes. I'll pig-out for the last time. I'll sing to death. We will laugh out loud. We will shout! We will have fun. We will discuss LIVES, ours and yours! haha BUT the most important thing that will happen that night will be us saying goodbye not just to '09 but to our old selves and hello to '10 and hi to our newly polished selves.

I hope I can stand by this. I'm ending my indecisiveness and fickle-mindedness (as bru says). Its high time to grow up even for just a little and stand by my decision, walk without turning back, jump with no hesitations whatsoever. This is it! Thank you, thank God for giving me twenty-ten to amend my life.


Loving You,

Miss Sachi

♥ HIGHLIGHTS '09 ♥

Monday, January 4, 2010

Ski Resort / Snow @ Mt. Ruapeho, in NZ

Wellington City Overview

Year 2009 is an exceptional year for me. Difficult but liberating. Big waves, high tides. Overflowing Love and strong Faith. Goodbyes. Hellos. Delays. New dreams. Hope.

There is so many more I could think of. I often say that '09 has been a tiring year for me. twelve months of roller-coaster ride. At the end of it, I HAD to be grateful still because I did not loose my grip, I was able to hang on and survive all the loops I encountered.

JANUARY * work-related troubles clouded me *

FEBRUARY * a wonderful valentine experience @ no less DAVAO CITY *

MARCH * ultimate bonding with berks @ Pansol, Laguna & DREAMS filled my hopeful heart *

APRIL * financial crisis started to strike *

MAY * 1st international flight - NZ -mixed emotions *

JUNE * doubts crossed my mind. my humble independent life, bow. depression *

JULY * blames and hatred. endless non-concluding discussions *

AUGUST * another chapter. new challenge. working as a check-out operator. more money *

SEPTEMBER * physical exhaustion. stress-gain. shopping. Homesick *

OCTOBER * another BIG decision. emotional stress. depression. *

NOVEMBER * VACATION. HAPPINESS. Goodbye. Fly home & 1st [Int'l] flight ALONE! Love. *

DECEMBER * sadness. longing. family time. friendships. *

I only realized now how full last year has been, how it helped me to become who I am at this very moment. I made a mistake. A mistake I wish I could correct this twenty-ten. I have been kind [somehow]. Kindness I'd like to keep & nourish not only for this year but for the years to come. My love, faith & character has been put to test. I do not care about the results anymore but I promise this year I'll take good care of the three of them together with my undying hope. Hope that this year, 2010, everything will not just be okay but definitely be better than the past 25 years I had lived.

Loving You,
Miss Sachi